An apologize to everyone

Sorry would be my first word,

I had no idea,

but should tell me earlier,

so that the hate will be lesser,

i know it's hard to tell someone who as your best friend,

but i would rather let you scold me but not this late...

I don't know why everyone can just misunderstood me,

and let it be an enemy...

i'm deeply sad to myself...

even Best friend would hate me so deeply...

I'm pain in hell...

Is this the Fate of my life?

Forever being hated by the world?

I'm trying hard to be smile with the sky,

sad in the deep sea,

but why the God wanted me to smile in the sea,

and cry in the sky?

I don't want it to be that...

it's guilty,

but anyone can tell me what should i do?

although i know there's no one~ 

but i hope the answer will be there in front of me...

the last word will be same...

I'm SORRY

so Sorry...

XD

你可以说我坏，打我，骂我，但你不能停止我对你的爱~

SUCKS!

I really got no idea,

WHY i trying my best to treat all my friends so good,

BUT the Bless for me is just a word 'ENEMY'

HOW SHIT THE LIFE I GOT!

I really HATE my LIFE!

F my LIFE!

what the heck i did wrong!!!

I don't CARE how my parents SCOLD me that i'm STUPID~

Wanted to help frens until me myself no time to do my things or totally not convenience to do tat!

i DONT think i'm STUPID,

CUZ i know ONE day will gt MIRACLE BLess me BACK!

i TOT will be happened!! 

buT AT LAST!!!

that's NEVER HAPPEN BUT UPSIDE DOWN!!!

What the HECK IS GOING ON TO THIS WORLD!

WHAT A SUCKS LIFE!!

WHY OTHERS CAN LIFE IN HAPPINESS I CANT!!

I JUST CAN USE ASSIGNMENT TO COVER MY MOUTH!

I JUS CAN DO TAT TO EXPRESS MY FEELING!! 

BUT I"M REALLY TIRED MAN!!!

let me get the FREEDOM PLS!! 

T_T

i'm really deeply hurt!! 

deeply upset!!!

i really hope that my sacrifies do change ur mind of me!

i'm so sorry if i did anything makes u misunderstand...

but i hope that u will understand me a little bit more~

i do everything is just wanna help people~

cuz what i can do is just helping as much i can do for my life to get the meaning!

please...i'm really stress and tiring~i dont hope to get any troubles~

~Life~

Nothing is prefect in our processing life,
but there's a lots of incident makes our life more interested.
Life neither short nor long,
challenging & suffering what life goes on...
If hardly breathing of pollution,
rather being in the  shorter life;
If appreciate ours breathing of fresh,
rather enjoy the angel life~

Sometimes life given us as dead as a doornail,
yet searching for admirer nor studies.
However,
Dull wasted time - goes meaningless;
Death to make your hair stand on the last second.
Fun for joyful by meaningful times,
although it graceful but yet cast misspell in our mind.

Life looks is as simple as a candle,
obviously...
The burnt on candle is the begins,
yet ends with a peacefully pitch dark...
Blind and terrific burns on candle...
Unexpectically daring & impossible beginning;
Hopeless totally dead yet suffer the ends of our life...

L.O.V.E

I love joy, but love sigh.
I love beautiful, but love adorable.
I love vocal, but love classic.
I love freedom,but love supports.
I love every of my acquaintance,
but i love you the most who ever got...
I hate love, 
but i love hate~

I think of you, i miss you.
I hide of you, i cares you.
I doubt of you, i want you.
I peers places all around, i finding you.
I blink away of you, i feel shy with you.
I try to be dare with you, i need you.
I start a conversation with you, i want an answer from you.
I glare at you, i targeted you.
but i will bravely face it no matter what wreckage blocking the way...
I feel embarrassing n idiotic,
but i still learn not to be abundant of you...
IT all because i want to let you know how much i wan from you in my heart...
Forever,forever till the last breathe i still will be the same.
Simultaneously , candle's fire exhausting at the moment,before & after also...
the SAME...

I   L-O-V-E   U

 

i will put u in my heart...

FOREVER

the coin i still keeping

now,before & future~ 

Living in lone...

Lonely is it the best?

outdoorer needs friendship help,

home needs family help...

it is real?

hard to believe it...

In my eyes...

the world is inormous,

the country is wide,

the house is small,

the human is tiny...

dark in colour...

blind eyes even better than my sight...

it's cold in my heart...

cant get a warm hug...

cant get an angels eyes...

force to be in the evil sight...

i hope to war with it...

but it hard if the devil pulling me...

i cant get up by myself...

lonely is quite a scary...

very scary...

now n then...

nothing can help me...

 only if i found the day light...

A grievance prisoner out of the jail,

he still nid a 'key'.

A very closed 'key' to get him out...

my door is locked...

i wanna find the key...

to go out n see the peaceful day life...

i don't wan a lonely life...

it suffering n hard to breathe...

i wan peaceful,but not quarrel against each others....

i wan to be better...

~In a Happy life~

...it what's we wan...

i wish to all of my buddies...

have a gd n happy life...

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For Somebody who no courage to face the world

Are you the one?

Are you felt that,

You are being down grade instead of upgrading yourself?

You,

the human being,

Your friends?

Ain't they do being human?

You have no courage,

because you get no point to upgrade yourself,

but others did...

Why they do have path to upgrade themselves?

that's just because everyone have their life,

either rich or poor,

not meaning about $,

It's talking about your brain.

how they succeed in their life,

there's still got dark sight someday,

but they do solved the problem by not being like You,

looking down yourself...

that's what a human shouldn't do...

You can just get once for your life,

you wanted to be in heaven or hell...

that's your decision~

However,

people feel upset for him/herself,

just because they cant reach their aim,

although get it sometime,

but once get the highest point,

when drop 1 grade,

they will be just....

giving up or frustrated...

their mind is full of

HOW come?!

Am i Lost??

I wanted to be in hell...!

Why they said so?

cause they never expected it at all,

'the highest u get, the worse u get when u drop 1lvl or even half....'

this is human thinking about....

Don't get yourself into hell...

think optimistically,

Throw away bad habits and change to be mature minded...

don't let the hell pull u down...

I hated you,

not because i don't like you,

i just caring about you,

i wanted you to be happy,

i wanted you to be confidence to yourself...

trust yourself...

u are not a NOOB,

or an Idiot person...

don't be the one in dark,

i will lighten you up~

hope u understand but not adding miss in front of it,

but u can put the 'miss' word alone for me~^^

Miss

 today,

6days,

23hours,

50minute,

19sec...

i m still thinking...

wondering...

hoping...

scarifying my time to time...

my heart,

mind,

missed,

dazed,

catching of u...

yet still far away...

i try to make it near...

nearer & nearer...

closer & closer...

sending my heart to u...

hardly,

secretly,

comunicates,

relation....

no matter

where,

when,

how...

in heavy rain,

hot sun,

tornados,

tsunami...

cant block the way i send my heart...

my mind,

my hope...

 

I'm suffering...

merely wont stop the way...

i decided to walk the path,

toss out disappearance...

the crush suddeness in the 1st saw of u...

 

it jus a mirror blocking,

waiting of u,

take away the mirror...

it reli suffer without u...

it like killing me...

 

I'm nobody,but i'm somebody in ur heart...

forever...

T.I.M.E

Tick Toc Tick Toc...

everyday,

every hours,

every minutes,

every second...

our process of life is goes on...

never stop...

when it over...

that is past...

cant play back before...

it won't stop and wait for u...

 

Dong Dong Dong...

an hours over again...

every human is...

walking,

rushing,

playing,

working,

suffering,

...

there still a time is going...

people growing...

From playing,

to study.

From study,

to working.

Form working,

to enjoy the rest of life...

 

WE Learn how to...

walk >

think >

try >

study >

play >

enjoy >

of course there is the most priority...

we learned LOVE...

appreciate what we got...

Love family,

Love friends.
Love children,
Love old folks...

Needless to say...

LOVE our LOVER...

 

Anyway,

there is something we must learn...

that is the TIME we uses...

takes our times...

carefully,

tactfully...

Do not miss out any important stuff in our process of life...

Especially...

someone tat u admired...

 

C.h.O.i.C.e

Remember in my heart...
feels in my heart...
waiting for somebody knows...
don't dare to tell...
crime it in jail...
hoping to express it to the one...
but no one...
i don't mind how others says...
as well my mind told me not...
and the one knows...
it a knife or even a gun attacking...
splash in bloods...
painful than not breathing...

Ignore the mind?
i cant make it...
it was some part in my organ,
even tissue,
even cells...
toss out meant,
u call me closer to the darkness...
i hate to see something in dark...
i want someday in shine with the one...
I'm not tat kind of person everyone saying...
i really don't wan to make your life with me...
i should make my CHOICE closed in my heart...
if i really makes your hates...
i rather to see u happy...

Anyway,
everyone is finding good 'one',
except founder...
wish those finder get the 'one' they want...
it your choice to makes your life the best...
don't miss up the chance...
get up and start to plan...
makes future the best...

L.I.K.E

Like 1
thousand of like,
there's something everyone like...
enjoy,
play,
relax...
what a person need for life...
anyway,
before what we like,
there must be a lot of crowd
&
hard life to overcome everything,
missed,
future disappear...
Everyone wondering to do nothing,
can makes everything perfect,
but there's no way to do so...

Standing on the path with only a lamp post.
Or
Standing on the path with only a sun light.
This world have a lots of different kind of person,
with just a little different 'like',
can makes whole life changed....

Like 2
Like is not love,
like is not just a word,
like is a meaningful word,
like is a word using our heart to say out,
like is not that easy to come out ,
but can be a lie with just a 'k' missed,
we easy to say,
but never think about the truth.
Between friends & friends,
we should make each other closer,
happiness,
proud...
this is the only reason to become a REAL best Friend,
one is enough forever,
but is that easy to get one?
this question we should ask ourselves,
use our truth heart to exchange & scarified,
then we only get the reward...

All this is just only a 'like'
the magic word
the powerful word
transparent word in our daily life,
but useful word to make a smile appear on our face...

Enjoy for life

Yea,

what's the things for Animator enjoy?

stuck at home,

dream of paradise...

Stare the door of hell...

(omg,y said until animator no life?)

There's something,

'ideas for life'

yeah~

XD

MUSIC

is a kind of spirit for me to recover,

a nice perseverance,

Yeah~~loving it

Let's my Soul JAM every days and nights

Games is another way also,

just that,

Sport i needed,

but no space to fill in...

yet no one could sacrifice their little of precious time to accompany me,

=3=

Oh yah~~

my beloved...

haven't mention...

omg...

it's can't be far apart with my side!!

i need it to express my feeling~~

whatever it's my part of life,

i had been throwing it away for assignment~!

T_T

i don't mean to do that so,

forced to do so~

sorry my guitar~~

it's rusted~@@

long time no change string~

i promise you i will be change you and change my life to be better someday!!

^^

Soon

Everything is coming soon,

ending soon...

starting soon...

=3=

dying soon...

there's endless of soon in our life?

haiz....

lazy and do nothing,

telling myself to be in assignment 'soon'

but not really that 'soon',

sad...

i duwan to be GG in my life leh~

keep going lar, roy~

Something that drunk me into a dream

Both in the same universe, possibly in the same world, even just a neighborhood, opposite a polluted river, knowing any kind of connection, getting very close to it, having fun with a blockage in between, played together with a stupendous wall in front of us, with just a crush, we can meet together. but in heart, My heart gave you, but the connection stopped, indeed with no point to step forward, but i will not stop, because trust believe me could get a reward someday, and i do trust myself... everything will be there... if i step to your sight...

empty but meaningful

(=.=")~EMPTY~(>.<")
wishing you,
blessing you,
to be all the best in everything...XD


See with your eyes tactfully...
Use a few second to stare on it...
Imagine it...

Did u saw something?
Is it meaningful for u?
haha...
how u think about it,
is the way u made...

Start from today,
make a threshold to be your point,
get ready...
being consciously,
don't let any blockage fazed you...
recover yourself with potion,
get up yourself with perseverance,
dieting yourself with pabulum,
think yourself with intelligence,
don't be ashamed...
Just being like empty but meaningful~
Yea~^^

lolx...quite lame actually...
XD

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but only one SAD,,,
i don't want u to be the only one...
but be the same with others...
take a smile while u saw it...
CHEER UP!!!
everything will be ok...
don't worry...
i will always be your side..
forever & ever...
trust my phrase~
"IF U THINK U CAN,
U CAN!!!"
XD
i always tell people about it...
no matter facing what difficulty,
just put a smile on your face,
u will feel tat u are in a happy way to solve everything...
& it will makes your problem become good news...
GAMBATEHHH~~~